Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Election Day, morning afterglow edition

Yesterday, history was made.
Barack Obama was elected as the 44th President of the United States.
As the results came in, as my state California helped to put Obama over the 270 electoral vote hump, I thought of my father. Of how he isn't alive to see this day. Yet this was a day that he told his sons would come. That they could be and do anything they wanted in America. If they worked hard enough. If they dreamed long and hard and true enough. Even the highest office in this land was not beyond the realm of possibilities for his African American sons.
I think Pop would have smiled and cried a little at what I saw, what the whole world saw last night.
Following Obama's lead, today begins the new work, the tough work of getting America back to being that shining place on the hill.
What strikes me is how I don't think many African Americans fully realize Obama's election asks of us to stand taller, to be better. Not to slam anyone directly, the last couple of decades have been a mixed bag for African Americans. Class divides have grown. A culture that has chosen to celebrate gold-plated, iced-up ghetto poverty as the model for success and behavior. And White America stood by and watched and made money off of such things and may have used these developments to anchor in better their negative feelings about black folk. Well, some of White America I should say, but not all.
And now, Obama stands tall and is on his way to the White House. Last night saw many African Americans celebrating their part in his victory. Today and tomorrow needs to see us doing more than celebrating. Now is the time for African Americans to ask more of themselves than ever before. We don't have the excuses any longer. Obama has shown us that. When his color and the cultural package that goes along with (paging Rev. Wright!) could have stopped him, Obama did not allow that. He encouraged all people of all colors to see him as an American coming out of an American history with an American story of blends and mixes of times and places and races. He was judged by the content of his character and not merely by the color of his skin, true to Rev. King's dream. And that raises the bar.
The days to come will be very interesting to live through. The challenges may be difficult but so will the rewards. If we are all willing to do the work.
Barack Obama is the new President of the United States.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Election Day, morning edition

It is here at last, Election Day. On this day, history will be made. We Americans will either elect the first African American as president or the oldest first term president. There is something in the air today. An electricity of differing moods and feelings. A waiting for the other shoe to drop, as long as it is not upon our collective head.
Politics junkie that I am, I am up far too early here in Inglewood, California. The news is on the TV as I type this. I'm an MSNBC man, by the way. And I am settling in for what looks to be a long, long day.
I am not worried about the results. Unlike some of my friends, I am following the Middle Way. I might be disappointed if Barack Obama loses. I won't front on that. But, just as with enlightenment, I will get up tomorrow and continue living my life in the best ways that I can. If Obama does win as the polls trend towards and the pundits pitch and quasi-predict, I will feel lighter and brighter and will still get up in the morning and continue living my life.
To any who read this, pray for both candidates. For whoever wins this election, he will have a tough road ahead. There may be darker days to come. In fact, it is better to assume there will be darker days to come in some fashion we cannot see now. And there will be brighter days as well. And our new Comander In Chief will be there, leading us through those days to come. He will need wisdom and strength, passion and compassion to do so.
Let's get out there and make history today, my fellow Americans.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Fear And Loathing, Hope And Wonder In Campaign '08

Back after a long silence and talking politics.

Just a quick note tonight.

Is is just me or does anyone else find Karl Rove predicting an Obama win in November is more of a threat than an observation? If you don't know what I'm talking about, follow the link:

Reading that reminded me of the scene towards the end of Chris Rock's Head Of State when right wing radio hosts warn Californians of an impending win by Rock's Mays Gillium (please forgive me if I get it wrong and don't look it up so I get it right), which sends tons of Orange County white folks into the streets in a panic.

With a month left to go, all the weapons at the Republicans' disposal will be drawn.

This may just be the first serious shot across the bow of Obama's ship.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

New Omnium Gatherum posted

Hey, folks, a new issue of the Comics Waiting Room has gone live at its website. Here's the link:

This issue contains the latest edition of my column Omnium Gatherum. This time out I had to explain Why Superman Never Has And Never Will Suck. I wrote it in response to an essay I saw a few weeks ago under the title of Why Superman Will Always Suck. As a superhero fan, I thought the arguments being made were off base. Watch me have my say.

Now the conceit behind CWR is that it's the webzine that wants to be Rolling Stone when it grows up. Just play along. Scroll down a bit and click on the cover. From there you will be taken to the menu listing this issue's offerings. Scroll down some more and you'll see the button to my column.

While you're there, check out all the CWR has to offer.

Thanks loads.


Friday, May 30, 2008


Oh, crap, I still have a column to write for next week's issue of the Comics Waiting Room.

That has to be the next thing I change.

Back to the drawing board.

Five By Five

Today is exactly two months before my 40th birthday.

Now, I'm not all that big on milestones and the like but I did have to think about this some. Especially after talking with my mother recently who will celebrate her 80th birthday in December. I have to start thinking that I could live that long or longer. Or only live as long as my father did, dying at 58 from lung cancer.

That and I'm just not where I wanted to be in my life. I'm still very much on the periphery of the comics industry despite the professional credits I've accumulated. I don't live in a very nice place. I don't have the car I always wanted. Okay, I just don't have a car but that's besides the point. All in all, I'm not where I always dreamed of being at this point in my life.

In most of the books on aging, this is the age where I should be going through a mid-life crisis of some kind. Where I look at my goals and where I actually am and either adjust my goals accordingly or ditch those aspects of my life that aren't conducive to my achieving the goals I set as a young man.

Well, I don't go into doing things by the book.

And, while I'm not where I want to be, I like very much the things I have in my life. If anything, I want to deepen my most important relationships, personal and business, not ditch them for new things and baubles.

So what to do?

I've decided to take this next year plus, from this point until my 41st birthday, to change my life. Nothing radical (I hope!) just adding in some new habits, ideas, tools, and other things that will help me get to where I want to go.

The first change is with my health.

I'm not a completely unhealthy fat slob but I've always been soft around the middle. My arms and legs are firm and show the results of years of lifting comic book boxes (not light at all) and walking as my most common form of transportation. Yet I've carried a beach ball for a stomach most of my life. My weight has gone up and down over the years, but the fat gut has always been there.

Well, no more for that.

In the past I've tried to exercise many times only to quit in frustration and fatigue. I probably was doing too much at once. Or allowed that part of me that was used to how I looked and felt to rule the roost. This time I trying some different on that front as well.

In some forms of religious and philosophical thought, you are told to kill or silence the ego in order to make changes or get in touch with the higher self. That always bugged me. Which would garner the answer that it was my ego talking, not my real self. But it never really felt that was the answer. Even as I read Steven Barnes' blog where he shared the same ideas, I could only disagree to myself as I couldn't get moving towards manifesting my goals, a silent and damning indictment of my thinking I could change without slaying/quieting the ego.

Then I hear something from the late Alan Watts about that subject which validated my own thoughts.

Watts pointed out how the very desire to kill the ego is itself a very egotistical act. That the ego is you as you are the ego and many other things. That accepting the ego, moreso than trying to silence it, helps one to make any changes one wants.

Hearing that freed me from my last concerns about my desire to change my life.

That I am my ego. That my ego is a part of me that serves a purpose and doesn't need killing in order to me to make changes.

Hearing that has allowed me to start changing myself, starting with my body.

Having no engaged in any form of regular exercise for most of my life, I wanted something that would be both easy and as complete as possible. I found that, courtesy of Steven Barnes, in the Five Tibetans--a series of proto-yogic movements done in series in sets that are relatively easy to do. That was my beginning point. I started with three reps of each of the five movements more than two weeks ago. It wasn't as easy as I thought. For movements that aren't really exercise, the light layer of sweat covering my body at the end of each session said otherwise.

After a week of the Tibetans, I added the 5BX. Better known as The 5BX (Basics) Plan for Men, these exercises were created for the Royal Canadian Air Force following World War 2. I've had the little paperback book outlining these exercises for years. Mostly because Philip José Farmer mentioned the exercises in his faux biography Doc Savage: His Apocalyptic Life as being the ones Doc Savage did each day. I have possessed the book for a long time, tried using it from time to time, and allowed it to collect dust in my collection. No more. Last week I dug the book out again and put it into use.

Like the Five Tibetans, the 5BX are five basic exercises that work the whole body in a manner of minutes. Starting with a stretch and ending with a stationary run, one goes through the early stages of ab exercises and push-ups. Everything starts in simple forms and grows. There are six primary sections called charts broken down into levels that give the number of reps of each exercises one is to perform. Working up from Chart 1, for beginners, to Chart 6, for champion athletes, takes any number of days. For example, for my age group of 30-39, it is suggested to move through the levels at no faster than four days per level. Each level adds more reps to the exercises. Each chart modifies the exercises slightly to make them harder. And so on.

Again, a simple system that will provide a certain amount of challenge and variety for the coming year at least.

I made a couple of modifications to the 5BX. One, I'm using the Perfect Pushup to help make the push-up exercise harder to perform and safer for my wrists. Two, I'm using one of those pneumatic home stepping machines for the stationary run to save my knees while, again, making the exercise a bit more difficult. I initially replaced the ab exercise in the 5BX with a crunch. Until something told me to actually try the ab exercise as described. For Chart 1, it is simply to sit up far enough to see the heels of your feet that are shoulder length apart, while keeping your legs flush with the floor. I felt how challenging that was after two tries; much harder than doing the crunch. So I replaced the replacement exercise and have kept on stepping.

I start with the 5BX and cool down with the Five Tibetans. Or, as I call it, my Five By Five.

So far, so good.

I can tell my body is growing stronger, particularly my arms. And my fat gut is shrinking ever so slightly. Actually, I am reflexively pulling in my stomach muscles some. But that tells me they too are getting stronger, wishing to pull into my core. My overall energy level is picking up. I'm working longer and not feeling as beat. I could give an example but this post is already to too long. My eating needs are changing too. I'm craving more protein, so I will add a whey protein powder into my routine. That way I can cool out on eating all the meat that I have been last week.

I don't know what I will look like when I actually turn 40. My physical goals right now are simple: exercise today and tomorrow. Lather, rinse, repeat. Build the ritual and rhythm of doing the Five By Five into my life first, then worry about what I want my body to look like. Do each exercise and movement each day as its own thing. Notice how good I feel when I'm finished. Keep it simple at this stage and then go crazy later.

Then I can start changing other areas of my life.

I think this is going to be a good year.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Now I Know How Many Friends I Have

At least according to My Space.

I have a grand total of five friends. Although I suspect that Tom guy is just a plant by My Space. I just haven't figured it out yet.

And I'm waiting for my studio partners to add me to "our" My Space page.

Oh, well, it's not like anything happens instantaneously in the Internet Age.

And Why Should Anyone Care?

The real answer to that question is there is no reason for anybody to care about who I am. Other than myself, naturally.

But I am moving ever forward towards my goal of a comics writing and editing career.

Besides, when I wrote a charming little piece entitled Why It Fails When Fangirls Attack ( last year, it showed that some of people cared about what I wrote. It was mostly slings and arrows. Yet it showed that, with the right topic, I could reach people. And, whenever I engage in the new fad of Googling oneself, that column still turns up as the most popular item under my name.

Not bad for a novice.

As it will come out next week in my column, Omnium Gatherum, my attempt at a large scale format covering a number of topics hasn't gone as well as I would have liked. I don't hide the fact that I'm often out of touch with the rest of the world. I'm still buying CDs while everyone else I know is buying MP3s. So I want more people to read my column. Yet I want to talk about all kinds of subjects, whatever strikes my fancy.

How to do that?

Well, duh, by entering the late 20th century and starting up a blog.

So, here I am.

And so it begins.

In the days to come, I hope to give anyone out there reading this a reason to care about what I say.

In the meantime, check out That's the page for my partners in crime, showcasing our new comic, Lazarus: Immortal Coils. It's coming to a comics shop near you by the end of June. A couple of reviews are online and things are looking good.

Thanks for your time.

Namaste, y'all.

Who Am I?

I was born, raised, and am still living (on a shoestring budget) in Southern California. My lifelong love of comics was born from the very moment I bought Fantastic Four #176, with a Jack Kirby Impossible Man cover. Over the years, despite efforts to live life in the real world, I found myself working at Comics Ink in Culver City, CA for nearly nine years, from 1991 to 2000.

In recent years, I have been slowly breaking into the comics industry, with a few false starts along the way and some good friends still made in the process.

Today, I am still writing and drawing and creating secret projects of my very own (of which more will be heard about in the coming years, hopefully), in addition to providing services to Astounding/DarkStorm Studios as editor.

As well as being part of the creative team at 10 Worlds Studio. See the group’s page at

And returning for a part time engagement at Comics Ink.

My biweekly column, Omnium Gatherum, can be found at Just click on the front page and scroll around, you’ll find it.

Namaste to y’all.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Test post.

As this is my first posting via Blogger, I'm just testing out the system. This is only a test. The full broadcast day will begin shortly.